Exterminator

this is all indirect contact
for you are the ghost
in flesh and bones
who keeps me hidden
in your borrowed closet
of creams and lingerie.

 you are the kind voice
that holds back my reality
and makes me believe
it is all a dream
and i,
an invisible stranger,
waiting
when you will have
the courage to move on.

your kindness hurts me,
you are the beautiful face
i waste hours for
while the cold weather
eats through my skin and soul.

 hiding from your eyes and the rain,
i hold myself tightly so i could see
if i am indeed
just the imagination
you try to make me be.

(nov15, 2011 - park - raining)

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY